I think I should start by saying that I have a few mental health problems which already make certain aspects of my life hard.
Lately I have been really stressed out at school and extremely down about other parts of my life and it is making my axiety worse than ever, im In a mental rut that Im scrambling to try and get out of. I have started having thoughts that are really bad for me to have and I have started considering things that I never thought I would slip down far enough to consider. It doesnt help that I am losing all my friends due to them not understanding my mental struggles and giving up on me. I Only really have 2 or 3 friends left that truely care enough to check up on me from time to time.
I feel like I really need to speak to my school's wellbeing coordinator but I have heard the stories about these people in general and it makes me really reluctant to see her... (silly, i know). The people who are still my friends also have something against her so I'm scared that I will be judged for stepping up and getting the help abd support I need. Any advice?