Cool nickname by the way. I am also in a Soul storm.
I am a year 12 teacher. Here to tell you that this SUCKS and I wish school was different. It is really unfair and too much these days. I'm so sorry that you feel that because you're a guy, you don't feel that basic kind of support that you absolutely need. You are important, your thoughts and feelings are valid, and the world's it's a sad, lonely, sad, messy, sad, worrisome place sometimes. Did I mention that it's damn sad?!
Just here to share this feeling. You're not alone. It's really, really tough. You've gotta just get through. Don't worry if you're not getting too SAC grades. Just get through. Keep pedalling. Be proud of surviving mentally and emotionally, and try to find time to breathe and laugh. Vine compilations in between some study.
And also when you're studying, try to be as detailed as possible in describing ideas and then pick out the key points and use those as your main points in your notes. Even if this isn't exactly the homework, it is something and it is helpful revising in a "less is more" mind frame sometimes.
You're going to find your feet. Sending you non-weird professional love and hugs.
Look after your mum. Just be kind. Reach out to her in a small way. Even just a hug. She's in struggle street every day as well and it helps to talk. She may not be up to any "help" as you expect but she will be your warmth and love underneath the other fuckery. She will want to be there for you and that is a start. Be kind only.
Good luck with everything.