It's been a while since I last posted. By nature, I find it hard to share my feelings and thoughts outside of counselling.
I'm honestly feeling that I've made some big mistakes in the past. I've just finished my Uni degree recently and I've been looking for any work. Nothing at all is happening, in 8 months, I've had two interviews and countless rejections. I should have gotten even part time work while I was studying. Now I'm over qualified for simple stuff and I don't have enough experience for my degree field of work.
I want to be able to provide more income at home so that we won't be so broke all the time.
I feel like I can't do anything right at the moment.
I'm feeling like I've screwed up.
I want to feel like I'm doing something that matters too.
The worst part is, I am now realising that all the hard work I'm putting in means nothing. Because no matter how hard I'm trying, it's not going to get me anywhere because no-one realises or notices.
Gonna have to keep trying and hope I get lucky. Maybe. Someday.
I just wanted to vent a bit. Things just suck.