No there is no real reason that I stay up so late, I just like listening to music, watching youtube and at the moment teaching myself some coding languages.
I’m not trying to stay up, it just comes naturally, the only time I go to sleep is when I decide or when my body shuts down.
(I do find it difficult to go to sleep.)
My mum has said I need to eat, but she has now stopped because she is at work and not here to notice.
I’m on holidays for 8 weeks and holidays is good but it makes me shut in and lonely.
The only time I snack is at night when everyone is asleep because I have just got used to snaking then and my “body clock” for eating makes me hungry only then, same with other eating patterns.
When I say I pass out it is because of my body goes into shutdown due to exhaustion and this can happen at any time I sit down or lay down in only certain places like my room. It’s like my body won’t let me sleep where I don’t want to.
This pass week I have passed out at around times of 3am, 4am, 7:10am, 2pm and 5:30am.
when I wake up, I am up around 11am - 3pm.
As in terms for weight and build, I am a male who is around 172cm tall and is decently built and skinny around the stomach.
Just to add onto the food topic, I don’t like bread haven’t had a bread at school for about a 2 years.
At school I have 1 snack between breaks and sometimes I skip snacks.
The give and take of friends as you say. Well I not to be up myself or saying I’m better in anyway, but I give money, time, food and lyalty and I rarely get anything back.
There has been people that I do all this for and they just think I am just another person who doesn’t fit in.
Oh yeah forgot to add I don’t fit in with anyone. Yeah I’m not a strange kid I feel like I am just mire mature then everyone and planned and so prepared for life that everyone else is messing around while I’m making back up plans.
I have a group of friends that I have been friends with for about 9 years. 4/5 people in that group treat me like I’m just another friend that I haven’t been there all this time.
The other friend is the only person I have ever met who has been to my house more than 2 times. There has only been about 6 different people over 8 years who have been to my house.
The person who has been to my house more than 2 times still doesn’t message me over a week.
I do the average kid stuff like streaks on snap chat, that is the only contact I have with anyone.
Anyway thats about in terms of your question.