for the long absence, I had to attend my final exams and got busy with family.
Thank you so much for replying though.
want to approach my parents, but I get unbearably anxious whenever I think
about it. We did have some financial struggles a while ago, and I've seen how
hard they worked to provide everything for my siblings and I, nice clothes and going out. They've struggled
a lot just for us, and they immigrated as well from overseas, and we're from a SEA culture, and so they've
always told me to focus on my education and get a good job because they don't
want me to go through the same circumstances. I owe a lot to them and I feel like I've let them down hugely. Plus I'm studying psychology
myself so I feel so embarrassed because I shouldn't be feeling like this
Once uni finished I thought I'd feel better, but it's just the same. My campus
counsellor suggested going to a GP on campus, but I need a medicare card and I don't have my own yet, and I don't know how to use my parent's
without telling them why I'm going. At this point I might just see my family GP
because it's more convenient.
I actually just got my results back for this semester and I failed 3 units, including the extra one I took to make up, and I'm waiting for my other 2 because I deferred the exams. I feel absolutely worthless, I've been crying secretly so much since I found out. I have no idea how I'm going to tell my parents about this, I'm really scared.
I am considering
applying to defer my next semester, because I feel just done and like I need a break, but I don't know how to approach my
parents. I'm not working, so I can't help with bills or money, I'm not
social or a good friend, I don't do any hobbies any more, studying is all I can
do, or used to be able to do, and I feel like I can't just laze around for half
a year leeching off my parents and wasting space. I'm scared this'll never get
better, and I feel so bleak about future, I just want to feel better for now.
you so much for your words though, they mean a lot, and I'm sorry for writing so much everything's just been very heavy lately. I hope things are going well for you :)