Hi Burnedtagent08 ,
welcome to beyond blue.
Are you in high school? My son went through an experience to your story (end of 2nd paragraph) in year 10-11 and it is not a nice feeling! But he would eventually find a group of people he was comfortable with later on.In years 11 and 12 ALL my friends from previous years were in different classes, doing different subjects to me and I felt like I was on the outer.
what you do you think your friends don't understand about you?
Is there anyone in your group of friends you could perhaps talk to?
Here - you will find people that you can say what you like and not have to worry about being accepted, feeling judged or whatever. If there is something troubling you, feel free to explore it here as the users and/or myself will respond as we can. After all, connection is important and being who we are.