Hi all, I have been feeling very down lately. In the past 10 years, it has been an on and off feeling since my mum passed away of cancer, but recently it has been more of a constant feeling of depression. I have been diagnosed with depression in the past, but refused to believe it as the feelings of depression only came once a week or so. Lately however, I have been trying to improve myself and be more outgoing, as I am a very quiet person and my boyfriend is very talkative with everyone he meets. However, I have found over the past week that I am losing an interest in talking, I just want to be on my own and not talk to anyone. I just don't have any energy. I am not sure what has happened to change my attitude about this, but I just feel sluggish and want to relax on uni holidays, however have 1000 things to do everyday so am unable to do that. I would like to find a new psychologist as I have been in and out of psychologists and as soon as I talk to someone, I start to feel healthier after a few sessions and then stop going. I feel that I may have some issues regarding my mums death that I have not addressed that are affecting my moods and attitudes to this day. Any advice you have for me would be good. Even writing this I feel like this probably isn't a big deal and that I should just stop feeling sorry for myself, but I really do just want to become a better person and happy again.