Hi I'm Otto and I'm just over 14 years old,
Recently, I've been feeling very sad and angry. A lot of my friends have abandoned me and I keep having violent outbreaks.
My mind is constantly racing all through the night because of how much I'm worrying about everything. My entire brain feels like it's in a state of turmoil, I have nobody to talk to anymore and I hate keeping my emotions bottled up.
I don't know where I'm going and what I'm supposed to do. I hate being alone, I'm a really extroverted person but sometimes I just want to sit in the corner of my room and think.
I want to be happy, so so so badly but I don't know where to start or how to do it. I've got no motivation, and nothing to look forward too really, I just spend my time listening to music and watching motorbike videos. In short, my life has become really bland and I hate it.
Thank you for spending some of your time reading this, I needed to get this out. I know it's poorly written but it's all I can manage for now.