I’m 25 now, but when I was 20, I worked non full day job. I was a tutor for children and I lived with my parents, while my friends and classmates seemed to be “adult” enough to live alone and do parties. While we were studying, I had that part time job, but after that I’ve found my first “serious” job in office. Firstly, I thought, it was so cool, that from that moment I could move from my parents’ home, live alone and become an ordinary adult person. But that workplace made me crazy, it was so boring and simple for all my ambitions, that I always felt myself sad, anxious permanently humiliated myself because of that work. Every day was a nightmare for me, because I had to go in that office every day.
I wrote all of these for you to know, that it’s not about your work in fast-food sphere, because I know some people, who more or less like their job in the sphere of public catering. I think, that in your case it’s even good, that you feel that way about your work, because it means, you estimate yourself as an ambitious man, who can and WANT change his life for better.
By the way, I fired from that office after 2,5 months of work there, whether my parents and colleagues said me it wasn’t a good decision, because I won’t be able to find a new job without any work experience. But I wanted it so strong and I’ve found a nice new workplace with a good salary, because I prepared for it really hard.
So, the first step to your new job was made by you already, because you’re thinking about its change. So, now, try to search another work place and never give up.
Good luck, Alex