I know you can't exactly tell me, especially if you aren't a profession or whatever, but I will be grateful for your opinions.
It might sound cliche, but I feel sad.
I feel lonely, despite being surrounded by people, sad when my life isn't anything to be sad about, and I feel hopeless
Hopeless with my studies, with my progress in life...
I don't know what to do, I can't remember the last time my resting mood was sadness... A lingering sadness that just follows me.
My self esteem isn't great, I over think things and I put myself down. I put myself down for things that are unreasonable "I only got a 74, but this person got 80" things like that
Or if I do badly, I don't think "how can I improve", just that I suck.
I don't have suicidal thoughts, though... But I guess I do feel like not existing sometimes