One day i went up to my best friend and i greeted her and she just ignored me. A few house had passed and i spoke to my group of friends none of them spoke to me. i didnt know what i was doing wrong so i cried and all they said was not to fall for my tricks and not to feel sorry for me cause im just crying for them to be my friend again. i kept apologizing to them and i had no idea what i had done
On the say week few days later my boyfriend left me and it was my first boyfriend and it was a really long relationship when he left me i just totally broke down because i lost my friends and my boyfriend.
My friends told everyone my secrets that i had told them in secret because i had trusted them and now there is so much stuff going around and everyone is judging me. i feel so alone because my friends have left me and people dont want to be my friend because of what other people say.
when i try to rebuild myself i find out something new and everything just comes down again im trying so hard to be strong but in the end it always gets to me.
May 14, 2012