Im fourteen and yesterday I came out to my best (female) friend, saying that Im gay. She is the first Ive ever told and the only to know so far. I did it over text so I didnt see her reaction. She hasnt really talked much to me about it and im not sure she fully believes me. I think shes okay with it though. Anyway, now my friends all think that she is cheating on her boyfriend (who happens to be my best friend) with me because we have been fairly close lately. Everyone is arguing and blaming me so I want to tell them Im gay so it will all end. But Im not sure they would all except me. I know that once I tell people it will be a hard time for a while and there will be no going back. I dont know that I can handle the pressure of that but im tired of being stuck with nobody knowing the real me.
March 22, 2011