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A voice
Everyone’s voices always seemed so loud, and mine so quiet. I felt so alone, like noone loved me and i wished that i had someone to talk to. but then the voice came. it yells at me, screams at me and i can’t stop it. it luaghs at me because my mum abandoned me, and now my grandmother’s done the same. it agrees with kath, aunting me that im stupid, a time waster. now i just wish it would leave me alone. i hate my life now and i wish i was dead. ive tried pills, alcohol, drugs, anything to make this voice go away but it wont leave. my last boyfriend left e coz he thought i was weird, crying and harming myself all the time. and now its just me and the voice. it hates me, he hates me, my family doesnt want me. i hate me, and i wish i was dead.
Taz
September 7, 2010
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Hi Taz, well done for coming here to tell your story. There are several explanations for hearing a voice. This is something that your doctor or a mental health professional can help you to sort out. It is very important that you seek this opinion and support when things have gotten so bad that you are self harming and thinking of dying. The right professional can help you to sort out what is happening and what you can do to get things back on track. An appointment with your GP might be the best place to start. If you are thinking of hurting yourself please tell a trusted adult, or perhaps call Lifeline on 13 11 14 or Kids Helpline on 1800 55 1800 for somebody to talk with. You have a lot to gain by seeking support. Take care, Youth Beyondblue Team.