hi well lately my life has been way off track ive grown back into my dark hole of depression ive started to self harm again and been thinking about how i will die and when my death will occur. ive had dreams about my death and how brutal it could be…on the 20th of june i got raped by my ex boyfriend and now its hard to go to skool and face all the crap from everyone there.people are starting to make jokes about it nd snear about me behind my back i dont even know if my friends are just pretending to like me i dont even know if they are making jokes about me behind my back.i dont wanna go to skool anymore but i have to. i cant take more of all the jokes i hear about me and my ex…and something was said on face book about me and my ex on my wall from a so called friend. so i took it to the cops and reported it all to the police. so now i just have to take it as it goes and wait for them to tell me what they are going to give me as an option.
July 21, 2010